So I couple of days ago my boyfriend prepositioned me with a threesome with his best friend, I had talked about it being one of my fantasies a couple of weeks prior. I didn't think anything of it at the time since I doubt it would ever come into fruition. I was a little surprised to say the least but I thought it would be the perfect opportunity to make it happen. I know his friend quite a bit, it's not like we're complete strangers so I agreed.

We ended up arranging a meetup last night, I wanted to lay everything out on the table and just be upfront of what we all want to get out of it. Set some ground rules, make sure everyone is on the same page etc. We eventually met up this evening, I've been excited about it all day at this point and just can't wait to go at it.

Saying that though I've never done anything like this before and there's always going to be some nervousness but they kept reassuring me whenever I had my doubts which is sweet of them. My Bf is a few years older than me and has his own apartment, perfect place where there's peace and quiet, I still live with my parents so that's a no go.

Greeted each other, I could both see they were a bit nervous too which to some degree put my mind at eased a bit since we're all going through the same emotions, not just me. Ended up ordering something to eat and a few drinks, I'm a lightweight so just the one for me. After a lovely meal the focus turned to some light flirting, I mentioned earlier I had a little masturbation session and made a mess in my panties which I was still wearing. Quite funny seeing their reaction to that, although it did make me blush.

I thought the most appropriate thing I could do was to start getting intimate with my Bf rather than his friend, up to this point I've never done anything with him before let alone seeing him naked. I started to stroke him through his clothes while his friend watched, I was hoping that it would turn him on as well. We eventually started kissing and once he was hard I whipped his cock out, I turned to his friend and said you're next.

I was a little hesitant to approach him, I could visibly see that he had turned red and seemed uncomfortable. I think the reality of actually going through with it got to him. I asked if everything was okay but he replied saying that he needed go to out for some fresh air. Me and my Bf looked at each other in a discerning way and I followed him.

I said that that's an understandable reaction, it's not your fault and if you want to stop then just say so. I wouldn't take any offense if you decline, I also mentioned to some degree I felt the same way but I thrive on that. I felt obligated to hear him out and let him convey his thoughts.

After that was over we decided to go back into the apartment, I could see he was relieved and he would be up for having a second attempt. Maybe he didn't want to let me down since I mentioned that I was looking forward to all day. I don't know.

I suggested that if there's anything I can do to help you through it then by all means lets hear it. He said that maybe seeing me naked would help, I agreed and did a little strip tease for them both. Bf was obviously enjoying it but again same issue, a little frustrating for me but I can't imagine what's he's going through. I tried a different tactic, I went and sat on his lap while rubbing my boobs in his face...a little rash I must admit but if that didn't get him hard then I don't know what would.

After about 30 seconds or so of this nothing, he looked so distraught. Wouldn't even look me in the eyes, I thought this approach would work, apparently not. I didn't feel like I could then set my sights on my bf after all of this happening, it would be cruel if I suddenly started having sex with him. I decided to call it all to a stop, I didn't want to make him feel worse.

He just wanted to leave as quick as possible, didn't even say a word. He looked so dejected, we offered to take him home but refused and that was that. It absolutely killed the mood, we both didn't feel like carrying on after he left. I haven't heard anything from him today, I tried calling him but no answer.

So yeah, that's my first threesome experience. I never expected it to go like that, I'm sure no one does. I just hope he's doing okay and we can talk it out, I think it's safe to say that it's not happening again in the near future. Sorry to leave it on such a bad note but I just felt like sharing, thanks for reading.